"He vivido una vida llena de vergüenza. No logro comprender la vida de los seres humanos." ( "I have led a life full of shame. I cannot understand the lives of human beings." )
Only a true "indigno" never tries to change. The fact that you feel shame proves you are, in fact, deeply human. Monsters do not lie awake wondering if they are monsters. Indigno De Ser Humano